"I have of late--but wherefore I know not--lost all my mirth, forgone all custom of exercises; and indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame, the earth, seems to me a sterile promontory, this most excellent canopy, the air, look you, this brave o'erhanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire - why, it appears no other thing to me than a foul and pestilent congregation of vapours.

What a piece of work is a man! How noble in reason! How infinite in faculty! In form and moving how express and admirable! In action how like an angel! In apprehension how like a god! The beauty of the world! The paragon of animals! And yet, to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Man delights not me: no, nor woman neither..."

~ Hamlet

Whenever I feel emotionally under the weather, this speech occurs to me. It seems such a perfect depiction of melancholy, so perfectly phrased. This state of being is the biggest bane of my existance - like Hamlet, I recognise how fantastic the world, the miracle of life, of nature, of art, take your pick. And yet, some days, I just don't feel it. Now within Hamlet, this speech can be performed however you like. In Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead, it's played as nonsense to confound the spies - in Branagh's "Eternity Version", it is a moment of honest clarity in a stream of lies. My heroic English teacher points out that he explains how he is feeling, but not why to prevent R and G discovering his secret.

Whether or not Hamlet is being sincere, the speech still stands as perfect. Were you to ask me how I was feeling for the last six days or so, this could be my only response. But I'm sure it'll go away soon. It usually does.

Comments (1)

On 23 July 2009 at 16:41 , Calypso said...

Awww, darling, I'm sad you miss me so much. ;)

But really, yes, it's a brilliant brilliant speech. Distract yourself from the melancholy by focusing on better times and finishing your blog post about the union of our noble houses ;)

Also, omg, houses, WE HAVE A HOUSE WE HAVE A HOUSE. :D

(exhae - the sludge made when you leave hay for too long.)